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Last weekend as a grad student!

So wow, this has been a great last weekend as a grad student—equal parts mellow and fun. I even slept in until 9 this morning!

  • Lunch with Mom when I was passing through NJ for a doctor’s appointment Saturday

    tilapia & funny little salad with lots of picked veggies

    tilapia & funny little salad with lots of picked veggies

  • A friend’s Bday dinner here (I will definitely be attempting to recreate the kale caesar salad I had as an appetizer—so good) and drinks here
  • Coffee at this new place, which kind of feels like an airport hotel lounge—in a good way
  • A surprise Neil Young binge that’s gonna take a few days at least to shake

Tomorrow I’m graduating with my MS in Clinical Nutrition & Dietetics. In some ways, it almost feels like my first day of grad school was last week (it was actually 4 years ago today), but in others, it’s like it was a lifetime ago.

5 years ago, I moved to NYC to be with a guy I’m not even in touch with anymore, thinking I’d do my freelance writing and part time PR job until I found something in publishing. Hah! If someone had told me I’d feel compelled to seek out a job with an alternative health care practice and decide to go back to school to study clinical nutrition because of ghostwriting a Chinese medicine blog, I’d have laughed.

The main lesson I’ve learned is that when you follow your intuition to what feels good and what feels right, it’s hard to go wrong, even if it’s not always easy or doesn’t make sense right away. I can’t lie, it’s been awesome—lots of good surprises along the way. I love what I do, and even on the stressful days, I usually still feel like this: ice cream

“When I was 5 years old, my mother always told me that happiness was the key to life. When I went to school, they asked me what I wanted to be when I grew up. I wrote down, ‘happy.’ They told me I didn’t understand the assignment, and I told them they didn’t understand life.”

—John Lennon

Cheers to that. Thank you, thank you thank, you for all your support and encouragement along the way.

That’s a wrap

So, I survived Tuesday’s presentation.  I have no idea what kind of grade I got,and honestly, at this point, I don’t even care. I’m just so happy to be done! After a sort of stressful early workday, it was awesome to sit down to a gorgeous lunch prepared by one of the food production classes. So many gorgeous things! I think the theme was Spanish foods? IMG_2369I also loved hearing all my classmates discuss their studies. Yes, it was a long 5 hours, but the feeling of being done and being able to spread congrats around the room was so special.

I’m not going to lie and say that grad school has been a piece of cake—there were a lot of late nights, tears, and freak-outs, though fortunately, most of the latter two occurred in 2009 and 10. I don’t talk about it much on the blog, but early on I had to stand up to a lot of naysaying and bust my ass the whole way to get as much as I could out of the education (and you know, not fail chem) and seek out my own learning experiences to fill in the gaps.

So yeah, I can now put MS, RD on those business cards. I’m a little fried but so appreciative. What a long, strange trip indeed. And it’s just the beginning of another one : )

Presentation Day

So today is the day. I’ve been having anxiety nightmares about this for weeks—this afternoon (3:46, to be exact) I’m presenting my capstone project. I’m trying not to think about the fact that I’ve essentially been working towards this for the past four years, but, well…yeah.

I worked late yesterday and came in to work early today so I can be there for all the presentations (required). In typical Jess fashion, I packed plenty of snacks: IMG_2361

I feel like this photo says a ton about how my eating habits have changed over the past 4 years too! In 2009, I’d have definitely had a few packs of splenda or some kind of artificially-sweetened yogurt, and soy crisps instead of, uh, turkey jerky (awkward name, but hey). There would also have been a giant diet coke involved. Maybe the Gnu bar would have been a Luna Bar. And the sliced green peppers? Ain’t nobody got time for that!

Haha thanks for putting up with some of my delirious posts lately. I see light at the end of the tunnel!

Something different

It’s funny to think that this time a year ago I was starting my Med/Surg rotation. It turned out to be one of my favorites because I felt like I got to use a bunch of different parts of my clinical brain. I remember wondering what the year would bring, how much I’d learn, where I’d be, how (or if) I’d be using that knowledge. It was both daunting and exciting to think about.

I know I’ve been mentioning it here and there, but I just started a new job this week. It was one of those things that happened really quickly. It’s a slightly different setting than what I spent most of 2012 doing, but I’m looking forward to  something different. I loved acute care, but I have a feeling I’m going to enjoy working somewhere I can follow up with the same patients over time. I’m also excited that I’ll still be faced with a lot of challenging cases—I really wanted an opportunity to learn more on my feet, and I’m really happy to be getting a chance to do so.

IMG_2302On a slightly less sappy note, one of the “perks” of this job is free breakfast and lunch. I learned a long time ago not to expect restaurant-quality meals from hospital cafeterias, but I did kind of giggle to myself over the doctored-up salad I ate for lunch on Monday. Underneath the beans, grilled veggies& egg, there’s some iceberg lettuce, cucumbers, and shredded carrots. Not exactly nutrient-dense, but a few add-ins can help. Free lunch is free lunch, but it should be interesting to see how creative I can get with that.

How do you get creative at meals? 

Is everyone an expert?

Opinions are like assholes—everybody has one. At least that’s what my mother always said.

A couple weeks ago, I read a piece by David Katz, MD, director of the Yale Prevention Research Center, that really hit home for me. In the article, Katz calls into question the way that our culture tends to be okay with the fact that lots of people declare themselves nutrition experts despite a lack of training. To illustrate his point, he uses scenarios that we would consider ridiculous in other fields. For example:

“I’m not convinced that someone who happens to live through a bad car crash to drive again is automatically qualified to take over NHTSA, or set up shop as a motor vehicle safety expert, and dispense advice accordingly. Call me crazy.

“I am not at all sure that someone who inadvertently sets fire to his kitchen, and manages to put out the fire before burning everything entirely down, is a shoe-in as fire commissioner, or qualifies as a fire safety expert. I am not sure that he should go on to establish a cottage industry in fire safety, selling expert advice in books, blogs, and programs.”

Sure, he employs hyperbole and dry humor, but he hits on a very serious issue. Nutrition has a huge impact on our health and well-being, and though we look to experts for insight into other aspects of our lives, we treat nutrition differently.

Now, I’m not talking about people who share what works for them and acknowledge upfront that they are not a doctor/dietitian/etc. What upsets me is people who dispense diet advice (which may or may not be sound) without being qualified to do so. It can get a little scary, at times. One thing I love about the blog world is the open communication and sharing of ideas, but whenever I come across a bit of “this is what you should do,” I immediately start looking for credentials or at least appropriate research to back up the claim. If I can’t find what I’m looking for, I move on, but that’s because I’ve been taught to look for these things. I’ve met many people who get all their health information from resources you wouldn’t be allowed to cite in a research paper.

As an RD, obviously, I’m biased. I’ve devoted many years of my life to learning a science. I work with this science every day and continue to educate myself so that I can stay current and maintain my credentials. I’ve earned my gray hairs and am working on earning more of them. I don’t expect to get fabulously wealthy doing what I do (though if I did that would be awesome), but I love the field I work in and am passionate about helping people enjoy a better quality of life through good nutrition. I can’t even begin to tell you how much it upsets me to hear people dispensing less-than-helpful advice as if it were gospel.

I rarely speak up, but sometimes I wish I had. Like that trainer I overheard at the gym recommending a scary-sounding deprivation diet…I don’t tell people I counsel for nutrition how to do burpees or what kind of HIIT will make them burn calories most efficiently—don’t preach dangerous holy grail fad diets to your clients! And what about that mom at the coffee shop trying to coach her teenage daughter on carbs? Or when I overhear things like, “Eating meat makes you fat,” or “white potatoes are bad.” Says who?

These are just some of my thoughts. While I think it’s important for everyone to have access to information on health and nutrition, I agree with Katz when he says we need to “treat nutrition and weight management like every other legitimate field of inquiry. With no more respect than all the others, but no less either.”

So wow, thank you for reading to the end of this lengthy post. I’m curious to hear your thoughts. What did you think of Katz’s article? Do you look for credentials when seeking health or nutrition advice online? Was there ever a time you wish you’d stepped in when you overheard something that you felt could put someone else at risk? 

 

A few good things

I’m not going to sugar-coat it: there is some f***ed-up, confusing sh!t going on in the world this week: the Boston marathon bombings, the gun control rulings, the explosion in West, Texas…There are a lot of people out there who need love and support right now.

I’m not exactly in the kind of headspace that makes me want to talk about things like oatmeal (though I’ve been eating a lot of this recently) or omega-3s or even things like bacon or what you should eat after sex, but over the course of the past few days, my family and friends have reminded me that it’s also important to celebrate the good things in life, even when it just seems like the whole world’s going wrong. Even if it’s just celebrating the everyday or things, like, “Sweet—got the ‘walk’ sign!”

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Central Park is waking up

So here’s a little good things/gratitude list:

  • My friend Laura and her husband Chad’s Bushwick restaurant, Mama Joy’s, got a great write-up in New York magazine recently.
  • Mad Men is back.
  • Beautiful weather, lots of long walks. I even wore sandals yesterday.
  • Thug Kitchen.
  • I got a capo for my ukulele. I can now distract myself in different keys much more easily.
  • And oh yeah—I’m starting a new job soon.

What’s on your “good things” list? 

I’m an RD!

IMG_1743It took many cups of green tea and coffee to get here, but I finally took and passed my RD exam this morning! It still hasn’t hit me that I’m a registered dietitian. All I can say is, “Wow.” And then a few incomprehensible mumbles of gratitude.

Keeping the secret from you guys was killing me, but I’m happy to say it was an almost zen experience, Mercury retrograde be damned. I’m glad I can talk about it in the past tense now!

First, a nap. And then…we celebrate :)

Thanks for all your encouragement support along the way and for putting up with my bitching and moaning about studying!

WIAW Spin-Off?

I’m kind of kidding, but I should totally start a WIAW spin-off called “What I Ate While Studying for the RD exam.” Let’s not even talk about how much green tea and coffee has been involved…

IMG_1739This morning I was up way too early (I think my inner clock must miss clinical, if the recurring dream about having to go back to the hospital where I did staff relief is any hint—I had no good reason other than maybe an unwise second glass of red wine at that Oscars party to fall back on), so I killed some time with a magazine on the elliptical machine and by throwing in a load of laundry before sitting down  to start another practice test. More plum & tahini oatmeal happened. I’ve found it’s very good with a drizzle of honey too. I may or may not have killed my stash of gunpowder green tea as well.

At least now I have an excuse to go to Chinatown—way more fun than cozying up to this business…IMG_1741

Between this and all the science and MNT textbooks I’ve made my way through over the past 4 years, maybe you can see why it tweaks me that there are still people out there who think all dietitians do is, like,  bake healthy cookies and turkey meatloaf and tell other people what to eat.

I may or may not have started a morbid love poem once with telling someone I would order them the proper tube feed when their alcoholism finally caught up with them and landed them in the hospital with pancreatic cancer. Just saying. And no, if said poem exists, the subject did not hear it from me.

…And with that, happy Monday! Cheers to a new week!

What I Ate Wednesday #98

The middle of the week always seems to come so quickly. That means it’s  What I Ate Wednesday yet again. I can’t believe I’m almost at the 100th week! As always, thanks to Jenn for hosting the weekly link party. To see more WIAW from other bloggers, visit Peas & Crayons.

After taking the weekend easy, I felt recharged and ready to get back to work Monday. Or ok, sort of. I may or may not have needed an hour-long nap late in the afternoon.

I’ve been trying to keep myself on a schedule as I juggle work, studying, school, and other stuff. At the same time, though, I keep reminding myself to slow down a little when I can and enjoy having a more flexible schedule, since I’m not sure how long it will last. I feel like I’ve been saying this a lot lately…Either way, it was great to meet up with one of my fellow interns for coffee and catch up!

Here’s what I ate as I attempted to get back to the grind…

  • Breakfast: Oats with ground flax, grated zucchini, baby spinach, and lots of garlic and ginger. I added hummus on top.
  • Lunch: Leftover (cheeseless) veggie pizza with tahini drizzled on top. It also had falafel on top—I never knew this combination existed, but I’m a fan. I had a salad on the side.
  • Snack: Greek yogurt with berries and cereal—what else is new?
  • Dinner: Lentil & ham soup my mom made with the last of the spinach mixed in; toast with hummus & roasted eggplant
  • Snack: (unpictured) sliced banana with cinnamon

What kind of pizza do you like? 

Graduation Day

one of my only intern "action shots"—hah!

one of my only intern “action shots”—hah!

So yeah, when I went back to school in May of 2009, I couldn’t even begin to wrap my mind around the idea that I would be doing a dietetic internship—much less finishing one! But what do you know…tonight is our official graduation ceremony.

It’s certainly been a wild ride of a year, and I mean that in the best way possible. I’m filled with a bright, warm sense of gratitude, but I also have to be honest with myself and acknowledge the fact that I worked my ass off to get here. With a licensing exam to take and an MS to finish (and oh yeah—a job to find), there’s still more work to be done, but as I was talking about the other day, the Great Unknown brings a lot of wonderful things with the challenges.

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like to go back to my 22or-23-year-old self and tell her to stop crying about not knowing what was going to make her feel fulfilled and happy (and somehow manage to pay her bills). Aside from the fact that those are some big, ever-evolving things to ponder—hardly the stuff one fully sorts out just sobbing at the dinner table to a bad-news boyfriend—I’d tell her to do her best to stay present, note the things that felt right, and pursue those things, just let it all unfold.

I would also tell her to actually use the hairdryer her mother bought her, but she’d probably just tell me to go f*** myself.

What would you tell your younger self? What might your younger self say back?